I wanted to post this article on Teachers Day. But as they say, better late than never.
Those were the late 70's, I was studying in Class 12. In Kerala of those days, it used to be called Pre-degree.
I
was in an aimless phase of my life. Having confined to the strict
precincts of a boys school till my 10th, I had suddenly found freedom in
the college. Since I did not have any goals in life, wasting the new
found freedom was very easy. I was lazy and irresponsible and
rebellious.
I had good scores in my 10th exam and for Pre-degree, I
could choose either of the two main options, Maths-Physics-Chem (called
'PCM', the path chosen by students who had interest in pursuing
Engineering) and Physics - Chem - Biology (called PCB, the path chosen
by people who had interest in pursuing medicine).
Since Biology
involved dissecting frogs and stuff, I had chosen PCM, without realizing
that I was terrified of Maths. I found it a difficult subject to
master. I could learn by rote all the other subjects, but Maths? that I
had to learn!! It consisted of breaking down complex problems into
simple logic and I couldn't figure out how to do that. More over the
subject was very conceptual. My god, all those permutations and
trigonometry and algebra and probability !!
Man, they were impossible.
In
Kerala, we have public exam in both the 1st year and the 2nd year of
Pre-degree. For the purpose of higher education, the marks obtained in
both 1st and 2nd year are totaled and the total marks scored is used as
the evaluation criteria for admission to higher studies. Total Marks for
the three subjects put together was 450. Those who scored above 380
stood a chance to get into one of the six engineering colleges in the
state. The rest had to pursue other courses like BSc (Bachelor of
Science), BA (Bachelor of Arts) etc. In the economic situation in the
country of those days, finding a job even with an Engineering Degree was
difficult, talk about if you do BSc or BA!!
I did very badly in
all the three subjects in 1st year of Pre-degree. If I remember, I
scored 37 / 60 in Maths, 28/40 for Physics and 24/40 for Chemistry. With
such scores, I had no way of getting into engineering. No way !!.
I
blithely continued my lackluster and lazy lifestyle nevertheless. One
of the reason for this was that I did not have confidence about my Math
skills and was sure that I was not going to do well in that subject. And
if I get into Engineering? It will be more of math.
Then I discovered 'Namboothiri Sir'.
He
was an Engineer who was teaching in a college near our house and like
godsend, he came to live bang opposite to our house. What was even
better he was giving private tuition on what else, Math...
As my
second year exams neared I was panicky. I did not know what to do about
my lack of Math skills. I had decided that the problem was me and not
the subject. I can't learn Math, even when I tried, period. That is what
I told myself day in and day out.
Outwardly, I put in an air of insouciance and acted all nonchalant. But inside? I was freaking out inside.
My
father forced me to join Namboothiri Sir's tuition. Since I was
convinced that problem was with me, I resisted. I was convinced that
Namboothiri sir will call my bluff. He will find that I was not that
smart and confident as I acted.
Joining tuition was the best thing
that happened to me. Namboothiri Sir was a great teacher and like any
great teachers, he had this knack of simplifying math problems. He loved
solving problem. He will break them down into tiny logical steps and
like an architect building a castle, will put these steps elegantly, one
on top of another till he solved the problem.
No problem was
complex for sir. In addition to his interest in solving math problems,
he had this beautiful handwriting and while writing the steps, like a
musician humming a difficult tune, he will keep reciting the steps as he
was writing them down. One could literally visualize the various steps
of the problem juxtaposing together to form the final solution.
In
the two months that I attended tuition, I hardly solved any problem on
my own. I was only watching the master in action. Even when he asked me
to solve a problem, at the first sign of doubt on my part, he will jump
in and solve the problem on his own. I was like a music student, sitting
in front of a maestro who liked the sound of his voice.
Into my
second month of tuition, I suddenly realized that I had an instinct for
math. I realized that my mind had the ability of logically sequencing
the steps of a math problem, just the way sir was doing. Till now I had
not known how to break down a complex problem into logical, sequential
steps. Watching sir solve the problem, I learned to elicit the logic out
of math. I was fascinated. I wanted to solve problems like the way sir
did in that beautiful handwriting.
Once I learned the logical
approach, I did not need any further support. I discontinued the
tuition. But I had learned the approach to solving math problems. I had
tasted blood.
I purchased the recommended text book. In the next
two months or so, I completed almost all the exercise questions in the
text book, all without any help. My dream had been fulfilled. I was able
to solve the math problems the way sir had done and since I had done a
lot of writing, my handwriting also had improved tremendously.
Did I do well in Class 12? Did I get into engineering?
Check out my LinkedIn profile.
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